i used to love long beach so much. i never thought i would want to get out. but now all i want is to leave. i can't wait until february, until my CAHSEE prep courses are over and i've taken the test because then i won't feel so obligated to stick around here. four hour saturday morning classes for the rest of the month- ARE YOU KIDDING?

7 pounds is the saddest movie i have ever seen but it's so good. so, so, so good. i cried for hours afterward. it made me think about so much.

oh, and dear jacqueline - i am okay without you. i can stand on my own. i have my priorities straight and you do not, and that's just something i don't need. especially after the way you talked to me two nights ago... maybe it's finally safe to say that i am done for good.